Monday, March 13, 2006.

now is 10.35pm...
im feeling rather depressed...
i dunno why...
i dunwan de...
but it jus comes n goes...
but for this time...it stays...
mayb its da songs im listening to...
or maybe...some things resurfaced...
n bring back all mi miseries...
sometimes things r not s'pose to happen...
but it jus do..
its difficult when u cant cry out...
cuz dats da point wher u pour out ur emotions n feel better...
but when u cant...it jus hurts a whole damn lot..
mayb twice the pain or more...
i dont know...
seriously...nothing is right about the old saying
: "time will heal".
it nvr was right...
it nvr will...
these few days feel damn tired...
like whenever i walk, i feel like i haf to drag an iron ball behind me...
or when i carry mi bag,it weighs like a ton more...
sometimes i jus think...
izzit me or im jus too weak..
too weak for everything...
even if its a daily routine...
i dun wanna b depressed n all...
but i cant change the fact...
this hols is sucky for a start...
i wan to go back schooling...
otherwise i'd prefer drowning in mi sleep...
haiz...
i've had enuff for 2nite's confessions...
gdnite to u!
badnite for me!
now is 10.49pm

{ 6:23 AM }

narcissism.

AMANDA!
25th Jan '92
studies in Junyuan Secondary
is in 4E4 '08
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Artistes/Bands.

Leona Lewis
The Click Five
Never Heard Of It
Boys Like Girls
Jack's Mannequin
Hinder
Breaking Benjamin
Fall Out Boys
Aly & Aj
Busted
Ashley Tisdale
Burden Of A Day
Five For Fighting
Riverside
PANIC! At The Disco
Foo Fighters
3 Days Grace
Dashboard Confessional
Evanescence
James Blunt
Glassjaw
Good Charlotte
Jordin Sparks
Katharine McPhee
Zhou Jie Lun
Lost Prophets
The Fray
Lamb Of God
Plus 44
Mandy Moore
Natasha Bedingfield
Rihanna
White Stripes
Yellowcard
Relient K
Funeral For A Friend
Killswitch Engage
Ashley Parker Angel
Bon Jovi
Daughtry
Armor For The Broken
Broken Dolls
Goo Goo Dolls
Stone Sour
Mercy Me
Rush Of Fools
Casting Crowns
Coheed & Cambria
Plain White T's
The Jonas Brothers
Needtobreathe
Nickelback
The Used
The Cure
Stacie Orrico
The All-American Rejects
Gwen Stefani
Delirious?
Sum 41
The Last Goodnight
J. Holiday
Fergie
One Republic
Snow Patrol
Day At The Fair
Children of Bodom
Hatebreed
Trivium
Punchline
Self Against City
Cradle Of Filth

noise.

nonsense.

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memories.

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